This is how I feel about everything. I am a shy female that has the occasional mood swings. On my good days, I am a pretty funny girl with a nice sense of humor and sweet personality. On the not so good days, I think about being depressed, cutting and ending it all. It is like night and day. I can't really control it. I don't let anyone see me cry..ever. My life is not the easiest..but the only thing I know how to do..is survive. I just don't know...how long I will have the motivation to. I tend to keep people at bay by avoiding eye contact and minding my own business. Because..what no one knows..they can't use to hurt you.